Awareness

I know to a lot of you I sound angry, I'm actually a very positive person. I call myself a optimist, but writing this blog has made me look deeper which seems to come out angry. I think I've have just bottled these feelings up and now I'm able to freely express myself. I love my family very much and it's so hard when someone hurts them. I know people speak without thinking, we all do but I think we need to be more aware.
I think people should read about the people that committed suicide, these are peoples, sons, daughter, fathers, mothers, etc... they were important to all the people that love them. There needs to be awareness of what we are doing to these men and women. I remember a saying growing up "Sticks and stones will break my bones and names will never hurt me" wow. who ever wrote that had it all wrong. The mind is a funny thing it keeps track of everything that makes us feel bad. I still won't read in front of a group of people because of kids laughing at me when I got the word wrong and that was when I was in the 3rd grade. If I think back I can hear it so clearly as if I were there today. I can't imagine how my son feels.